I actually happen to find Jason incredibly sexy and have told him so many times. I don't think he believes me yet. He knows that he needs to workout, but has not quite had that "a-ha moment" yet. He has to find that motivation within to work on himself. I can't push him to do something that he's not ready to do yet.
For the record, if I ever did meet Adam Levine and he did want to have sex with me, I wouldn't do it. It would be too intimidating and too much pressure. Plus, who wants to have sex with someone who is way hotter than you? Speaking from a woman's perspective, of course. Anyway, I have a great thing going and I don't want to mess it up.
Switching gears, it turns out that you also cannot have a free pass with food and exercise. We've all heard that "You are what you eat" and "Abs are made in the kitchen", but something really hit home for me tonight.
I have always had a "tendency towards asthma" as I was growing up. Not full blown asthma, just would get winded easily and I would start wheezing. Hence, the reason I was never an athlete. Standing in the outfield and kicking the grass during softball doesn't really count in my book.
As I started a real goal to lose weight and started watching what I was eating, I didn't get as wheezy as often, especially when I cut out sugar. Tonight, it all came rushing back though. I have been snacking my way through the Easter candy because apparently I have no self control. I told this girl that I would do Jillian's 30 Day Shred this month and I am actually going to finish the damn thing. Tonight was day 1 and I was wheezing my way through the entire workout. Obviously sugar is not my friend and although I already knew that, tonight was just an example of how eating healthy can really make a difference in your life. It is nice to have those realizations that smack you in the face every so often.
I posted this picture on IG last night and I cringed while doing it. However, I was looking back at some older pictures and it really struck me at how far I've come. I may still have love handles and a poochy tummy, but I look a hell of a lot better than I did 35 lbs ago.
|4/1/13 - 146 lbs I'm 5'4"|
|About 165 lbs|